It has been one of those weeks for me. Instead of focusing on the negative I want to start this new week by counting my blessings. I truly have everything to be thankful for.

~ Colby's laugh, you can't help but crack up when you hear him laughing.

~ Cooper's embrace, when I pick Cooper up from preschool he always runs to me full speed and tightly hugs me.

~ Malia's help, being the only girl sandwiched between boys I rely on her for her nurturing and helping out, she really does help me.

~ Noah's hard work, it is a blessing to see Noah work side by side on yard work and things around the house with his Papa.

~JOSH!!!!!! I miss his touch, I miss waking up to his kiss, I miss his help, I miss his hugs, I miss saying my last words to him every night, I miss everything about us being together~ I am grateful for him. I am grateful I miss him so much:) I am grateful for his devotion, love, honesty, testimony, happiness, and passion for his family, the gospel, and his country.

~ The Gospel, I would not be able to count my blessings if I did not have the plan of happiness in my life.

~ My parents, I do not know how I could do these 7 months without Josh if it were not for my parents. They help me every day in numerous ways. I am especially thankful for the breakfast that they make about 4 days a week!!

~ Extended family and friends, it's nice to just be able to say it has been a bad week and know that others really do care:)

~ My blessings are endless these are just a few.